Sunny and warm outside but feeling dead inside
But not giving up yet….
And I still feel as ridiculous as I did when I created my post the other day… feeling ridiculous for complaining…
What I was hoping and praying for with every cell of my body didn’t work out…. I feel like I have been punched in the stomach and can’t get up… at least that’s how I feel on the inside
I feel like I want to cry a river… I haven’t felt like this in a long long time… probably since I was looking for a job myself l. But at least back then at least I knew how to deal with stress. I’m tired of being hopeful… and tired of feeling empty inside despite all the good things that are happening.
They say everything happens for a reason…