And I'm not...

I don't know what I'm doing anymore... I've let go of control... I feel like I'm so lovable and adorable... And I don't feel like he cherishes me... I'm just going to watch and see what happens and how he treats me... I'll make a decision then... It's hard to make a relationship work when feelings are not reciprocated... March 20th is the deadline

Aaand I'm done...

RIP... Borne one Dec 4th... Time of death 10 pm on Feb 16th

He just does everything right and then says all the wrong things.... I can't fall in love with him this way and we can't take it to the next level... And he is being too pushy and I just don't want that. Period!

Next!!

Well firat I have to tell him that it's over... Then next...

Man shabam... Dar hasrateh maah...

I'm so thankful for all I have... So thankful for loving myself and being kind to myself...

Tomorrow is Valentine's day and I have a so called "boyfriend" buy not necessarily planning to celebrate anything with him... He has been acting weird lately... Well we've only been together for 2 months, 3.5 weeks apart... I stopped being excited about him whrn he changed... Maybe he's scared too... Who knows? Waiting for his true side to come out... He's cute and charming... And I think more innocent than he appears... We've only kissed like twice ... We'll see how it goes

Ehsas mikonam bara jangidan kheyli zoodeh

My heart hurts

I dont know what else I want him to do though... He hugged me and kissed me and said "dont worry... We'll be ok"

What else do I want?

I'm going to let go of control and let things be

❤️