Hellooooo
How y'all doin?
Long time no talk! I woke up this morning happy ...... like this >> :D
it's the long weekend here.......... I have another day off! YAY
In terms of thoughts about love: it's good to be single............I still haven't found the one.... days are just coming and going one after the other.......... and I still don't see myself with anyone any time soon......... as I've always said.......... in my thoughts I'm always single in the future.........
I have a comment to make about M............ the guy that I was talking to in Feb/ March ........ who suddenly came online one day and said he's fallen in love with someone that he met in a party......... I'm still mad about that........ we could have been a good match........ he was/ is such a nice guy ........ he tried to talk to me after pretending like nothing ever happened........... I guess the girl didnt like him as much as he liked her......... but of course i didn't wanna talk to him ...... anyways it was my own fault because he wanted to call me so many times and I always said no ......... (ok I know this is getting boring but I just needed to get this out of my system) (conculios/ lessons learned: NADA)
about my new stanford guy........ I haven't talked to him in 2-3 days.......... and I don't think I would wanna talk to him anytime soon......... even though I like him........ he's not here...........therefore there's no point .......... I admit I do like talking to him whenever he's online / do miss him if he doesnt come online the next day........but I haven't talked to him in 2-3 days now....... and I think I'm forgetting that he exists already!
about AH ........ he's gonna be here on Oct. 1st ............ I'm not excited............ but I will go see him........ even though I have no feelings for him anymore........... I'm not sure how they all went away........... we used to talk (chat) everyday............ I used to really like him........ but now.......... maybe I like him 18% ........ lol :)
In terms of thoughts about life: NADA............ just trying to get by one day at a time.........
ohhh...... almost forgot............. there was this guy who came to where I work a few days ago......... he was persian..............verrry good looking.......... and studying for his masters :X :X lol but what's the point of :X :X when nothing can happen?
That's why: bogzarido begzarid........bebinido del nabandid........cheshm biandaazido del nabaazid....... ke dir...... ya zood......... baayad gozashto raft!