So this is the question:

It's so hard to be in a relationship!
So hard to adjust your feelings....
So hard ke roo ghorooret paa bezaari!

If he has said something to offend me, and he doesn't think I should be offended, but I do get offended and say something to him, and he thinks I'm arguing with him for no reason, when the next day comes, should I be the one to initiate the conversation or should I wait for him to do it? LOL

I personally want to try to be a "cheerful" gf not one of those annoying ones that is nagging all the time.... so when I do complain about something I feel like I shouldn't .... I don't give myself the right to complain.... because a woman should be a symbol of happiness and positivity .... But at the end of the day it is a bit fake..... and I am hurting myself a little bit

bazi moghe ha az daste khodam lajam migireh......

ziadi az had bi khial raftar mikonam.... yani chon falsafam too zendegi in hast ke adam bayad gozasht dashte baashe va alaki be chizi bara moddate toolani gir nadeh kheyli vaght haa rooye ehsasatam ke tavassote yeki shekaste shodan khodam ham paa mizaaram va migam alaki hers nakhor.... khoshhaal baash..... gir nadeh...... dishab dar moredesh bahs kardin... yani kardi chon vaghean nemitoonesti too delet negah dari... va oon chizi nagoft va fekr kard to ye ahmagh hasti....... vali baaz emrooz dar moredesh harf nazan......

moshkel ine ke nemidoonam vaghti farda miad bayad chi kar konam....... khodam paa jolo bezaram va az delesh dar biaaram (ba inke be khatere inke oon narahatam kardeh bood bahash dava kardam) yaa inkeh chizi nagam va bebinam oon chizi migeh......

tarsam az ine ke chizi nageh...... pesara hoseleh naaz keshidan nadaran.....

baaz soaal pish miaad ke bayad enghad bara khodam ehteram ghaael basham ke vaghti behem barkhorde chizi nagam behesh... ya inke ..........