Mind blowing

This time I really mean it! I can't believe how perfectly amazing he is... I'm constantly blown away... Trying so hard to keep up the walls...

Love

Tomorrow is a big day for me. I can't describe how I feel about that but there is one thing I do know, if I were to die tomorrow, I'd die a happy person... Love is great... I'm speechless... Thank you god ❤️

Having a break down

I don't know how exactly... The difference between yesterday and today is the fact that it's that time of the month...and I went from being in love and feeling loved in return to being in love but not believing or feeling loved in return... + ive ate so much I want to puke... Long day tomorrow... Good night

Feeling sad...

I love...

Every second I am with him... It's awesome! He's awesome! Still having a hard time believing that it's real...

I love...

Every second I am with him... It's awesome! He's awesome! Still having a hard time believing that it's real...

I'm in love again

I can't really describe the feeling... I can't make sense of it... All I know is that I'm so glad that I don't believe in soulmates anymore... What a foolish thought...

This feels so right but I can't decide if I should be feeling this way... It's not the perfect picture in my head but the older I get the more I realize that it's ok to bend the rules... Who can really guaranty happiness?   All I know is that I like him a lot and I highly dislike the fact that he smokes + worried that he may be playing me... Or that he ends up being a drug addict/ in love with someone else

Lol

But for now i'm just enjoying it