chand roozeh dastaayeh sardet dastaamo tanhaa mizaareh
chan roozeh do taa cheshmaam roozo shab vasat mibaareh
aasheghet shabaa be yaadet cheshmaasho roo ham mizaareh
ageh ghalbeh to siaaheh vaaseh man roshano noori
ageh sardeh deleh sanget vaaseh man sangeh saboori
emrooz sarmaa khordam......az dirooz haalam bad bood......yani dirooz bi hoseleh boodam........khodam ro baa ketaab khoondan mashghool kardam........ dirooz afsordeh naboodam........ bi khiaal boodam......
vali......hamishe goftam......man taheh fekramo tahe ghalbamo nemitoonam control konam.......roohieyeh kharaabam haalamo kharaab kard.......emrooz sob ke bidaar shodam fahmidam galoom misoozeh o sarmaa khordam.......
yaadameh dafeh ghabl ke sarmaa khordeh boodam....... oon moghe...... ashegh boodam? lol...... nemidoonam........ ba inke sarma khorde boodamo havaa baarooni bood ba che khoshhaali e shab sareh kaar raftam.......va che por energy boodam....... cheghadr hameh chi ghashang bood....... fardaash haalam khoob shod.... dafeh bad ke oon mariz shod behesh goftam avval chand livaan aabeh joosh bokhor......ba'd be yeh nafar fekr kon ke kheyli doosesh daari.......man dafe ghabl ke sarmaa khorde boodam intori haalam khoob shod.....oon behem goft....ee baashe pas too aayneh be khodam negaah mikonam..... oon moghe fekr kardam shookhi mikoneh......... aakhe khodesh ghablan behem gofteh bood.... al'aan midoonam ke dooroogh gofteh bood....
beh har haal man alaan sarmaa khordam......... afsordeh nistam..... faghat daaghoonam! yani jeddi ..... nemidoonam chetori haaleh khodamo tosif konam......... dooste doros hesabi ke nadaaram..... dar hafte ghablam ke goftam chi shod...... oon az oon ke be khaatereh doostesh baa man oontori harf zad.......oonam az dooste khodam ke .....
yeh dafe ke daashtam baahaash harf mizadam pishe baraadaram boodam .....porsid ba ki dari harf mizadi....... dorost hads zad.....avval esmeh doostamo bord ... ba'd oon.........oon midoonest ke too zendegim faghat baa do nafar harf mizanam.......... vali baa in haal.......
begzarim....... manam ke aslan alaan behesh fekr nemikonam..... kheyli ehsaase jaalebieh.......ghablan har rooz behesh fekr mikardam.... az in ahangaayeh eshghoolaaneh ke goosh mikardam...... yaade oon mioftaadam...... migoftam shaayad ye roozi be ham beresim.....vali.......
ghablan ke behetoon gofte boodam man divooneh am....... vali alaan khoshhaalam ... hichvaght doost nadaashtam aadameh dependenti baasham....... va nistam........ inaa raftan .... vali man beh fekre ayandam......midoonid ke man cheghad az moraddad boodan badam miaad..... kheyli badam miad vaghti nemidoonam dar aayandeh gharare chi beshe? az vaghti ke behem oon harfo zad ye joorayi khoshhal shodam.... chon digeh az aayande motmaen shodam..... :D ..... daghighan baraayeh hamin afsordeh nistam......
hatman baa khodetoon daarid fekr mikonid ke man che mojoodeh ajib gharibi hastam?!!! khodamam midoonam.........
khodaayaa shokret.... kheyli dooset daaram (L)