And some mornings you wake up and want to crawl back into bed

yawnnnn

In akharin talaashame vaase be dast avordanet

As I've told you, I've quit searching for love... but it doesn't mean that I'm not open to love

I spoke with a stranger on the phone for 1.5 hours and I can picture my babies w him

I think this is my last try on this side of the country

I'll be going back after

My gut feeling tells me he's not a player...

Amazingly thankful

I'm beyond words thankful...

I was just reading my post from two years ago because he added me on insta... anyway his bd was around this time... not the point... in one of my posts I'd put down that they say in order to have a good relationship you have to learn how to be alone.... and guess what? I have done that!!! I used to be alone and just ok... always looking for a relationship but now that's not the case anymore... I've definitely taken a step back to discover me... and I am loving this discovery! When you stop controlling things and you decide to just be... so as you know, I'm not looking byt I never said that I don't want a relationship. I just don't want to do online dating because I just don't feel like it's working for me. Currently there are 3 potentials... but we'll see. I'm neither excited or turned off. But at the end of the day I choose me ❤️💚❤️

Khodaayaa shokret

Ps help me make the right decision about my teeth

Breathe and let go

I have been feeling stressed at work for the past few days... I don't like not being in control... it's hard for me to wait for people to get back to me. I want things done according to my time... I need to get it done!!! But I know it's not always like that so I will be patient... although my manager tries to fakely praise me, it doesn't make me feel better... her stress causes me stress. I don't want to complain though because I kind of actually like my job!

And then there is this F ing guy who has fucking told me that he would call me every night and I'm tired of waiting for him... honestly I don't have the patience for that... and I swear if he doesn't call me  by the end of tonight I will delete him from my instagram!!! I just don't have the time, patient or energy for people like that!!! (As I am writing this I am secretly hoping that he wont call so that I can just delete him)

So many fing a h s in my life... I have reached my maximum limit!!!! Which reminds me that I have to actually delete that other f ing guy too!!! I mean who in this world goes on a date and disappears!!!

Ok now I can let go