What he taught me........ and what I did NOT learn!

Maybe he was telling me the truth..........

Maybe he was being serious when he said "it's all a lie"

Maybe he was serious when he asked me not to believe..........

Maybe he was joking when he said he cares........

Why should we only believe what we WANT TO hear.... regardless of how true it actually is?

Maybe from now on we should think twice about what we hear as "jokes" and what we think as "serious" words.......

Vay chi begam ke digeh in del vaseh maa del nemishe
Deleh divooneyeh ashegh digeh aaghel nemishe

I'm still sad about the fact that I can't love and be loved :(

Hanoozam dar peyeh oonam

Ke betoonam asheghesh baasham
mesleh daryaayeh man baashe
manam chon saahelesh baasham

hanoozam dar peyeh oonam
ke ashkaamo rooye goonam
baa oon dastaayeh por mehresh
koneh paako begeh joonam
begeh joonam nakon geryeh
bezaar dastaato too dastaam
to dastaayeh mano mikhaay
manam ey gol
toro mikhaam

TANHAA MAANDAM

I can't believe how LONELY I AM

We are supposed to write something INTERESTING about ourselves for our marketing class......and it's so very sad that I have nothing to say ..... it's really really sad........

and my brain is kind of boiling right now because I have realized that I'm really hard to get along with....... I have a bad sense of humour........and believe it or not it's hard to get along with me for some reason.........

GOD

I WANT LOVE

please let me be attracted to someone.......let me attract someone and be attracted to someone....... I'm tired of being alone! it's been 21 years..... I think it's time.................

100% POSITIVE

I think people experience different moods and phases in their lives.

I think it's very important for one to see what happens if they were 100% positive.

So in order to be like that you shall NOT

complain
fight
say anything bad/ mean

oh how lovable! Thanks to my beaufiful smile ( well almost) I am going to try to be smiling more....... and since I can't really :) (because it makes me look so weird......... u can't really tell that I'm smiling) I'm going to be :D.

I'm going to try to interact with as many people as possible. I think my 100% positivity will help me with this stage.

And of course.......my best friend...GOD ........ (love u ) ......... will help me be just that!

I'm going to try to be more agreeable too! You have no idea how many people have been pissed off by me always trying to disagree etc.

Anyways....... GOOD LUCK TO ME :D :D

I'm excited about going to school tomorrow........

wow....... last year at this time........I was just like...... hmmm ...... i guess i'm going to school tomorrow........ and last year......... I WAS IN LOVE ......... apparently with more than one person.... but now as you know there's only one........ but I am obviously not IN LOVE with him anymore because I don't get any energy from him........DUH! we haven't talked to eachother in the longest time....... faghat ba khialesh..... and let me clarify myself! in my head he's the perfect one .........but since I haven't seen him in person I donnow what he's really like........ if I'd seen him and he was how he seemed to be......... then I would be in a much bigger problem with the thought of knowing "my one" and not being with "my one"........

anyways.....it's the beginning of a new school year..........

MAY MANY MANY GOOD THINGS HAPPEN FOR ME

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Peace and Love