And ALL SHE NEEDED WAS A SHOULDER TO CRY ON.........
for the first time I was angry......not just at myself .....but at god......for taking away my future.........the more I think about it ....... the more I realize that it's true......my career was the only thing that I wanted and was focused on..... the only thing that gave me hope to live each day...... but it was taken away from me.......MY PRESENT AND MY FUTRURE AND MY EVERYTHING was taken away from me two years ago..........
I TRIED SO HARD AND GOT SO FAR BUT IN THE END IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER.......
and i'm crying now.......because i know that it's not going to be ok.....not this time.........
i feel like i've been cheated on.....
and this time.......
honestly.......all i need is someone to hold my hands.........and tell me EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK