Current mood

 I feel like everything is going to be ok. I am anxious to find out what the next week brings but at the same time I feel like I won’t be sad disappointed if it doesn't happen as we are moving in the next 6 months and will be busy w that. Sometimes I feel like the best thing to do is to wait until after we move but now that I know it doesn't happen immediately I think it's a good thing we have started trying just in case. The app that I downloaded has given me some comfort in knowing that everything is working as it should be for which I’m super thankful for

It's ridiculous to write this down but I have a strong feeling that I don't want a Scorpio baby so I have to do some calculations before trying. I strongly believe that all Scorpio men are crazy...dont feel like raising a crazy heartbreaker

Ciao for now

That time of the month again…

 Where every bloating or hunger or change in mood triggers the thought of “is that the baby feeling?”

I’m grateful for this journey. It has made me appreciate life as it is and just go with the flow

Recently I found an app with a bunch of other people who are trying and I love it. It validates my feelings and makes me think that I’m not alone.

Khodaaya shokret

On the other hand, we are busy planning our move which will on its own bring a huge new chapter to our lives.

Although these cold winters are long and the lockdown is annoying I’m trying to enjoy the quietness as I know that we will be very busy soon.

Stay tuned… :)

Obsession or social media?

 All I see around are babies and insta pages about fertility and making babies. They say that if you want something you should write it down. So here I am, writing it down: I will have a positive pregnancy test by the end of January 💕💕💕

I thought baby fever was over for me but it’s back