Friend?

kheyli jalebe ... ye ettefaghi ke oftadeo hanooz rajebedh hichi nagoftam doostim ba "best froend"ameh... alan taghriban bishtaraz ye maho nime bahash harf nazadam... behem goft man chizi be zendegish ezafe nemikonamo oone ke hamishe beh man service dade... goft oon be femre bache o ayandas man hanooz donbale bfam... nemidoonam chera ino ke neveshtam geryam gereft... vali yani doosti ineh? Ke shabihe ham baashin? Moshkeleh avval ineh ke oon ino nemifae vali man in doostio negah dashtam ... har vaght chizi shod ba oon dar mioon gozashtam... vali oon na... bazi adama soal miporsan... vali bazia na... man sial nemiporsam vali age kasi chizi bekhad begeh ba delo joon mishnavam.. aslan hosele nadaram bara negah dashtanedh talaash konam...vali delam mikhad harfamo bezanam... motmaenam vaghtesh ke shod migan

Khar

mesleh in adamayeh ahmagh neshastam gerye mikonam bara chizi ke vaghean arzeshesho nadaareh... vaghean ta key jhiaal pardaazuo royaa baftan? Jomeye hafte ghabl ba yeki ke motmaenan ghablan dar moredesh neveshtamo 4 sal pish ke inja zendegi mikardam ba ham date mikardim biroon raftam... oon moghe bache boodo fekr kardam alan ke sare kar mire dige bozorg shodeh... datemoon khoob pish rafto akharesh hatta be yade ghadima hamo boos kardim... manam khiaal baafi kardam ke endafe ba in mishe... vali hatta yeh msg ham nazado man azash porsidam aslan date bood ya hamintori hamo didim ke yeho ba zoghe faraavoon goft maloome ke date bood va bazam mikham bebibamet... manam azash pirsidam too in panj rooz pas kodoom goori boodi (polite version) oonam goft sorry saram shooloogh bood... mikhastam khafash konam... man kharam ya to? Bad goft bebakhshido... akharesh ke did kootah nemiam goft montazer boodam bebinam toam mikhay mano bebini ya na!!! Raasto doorooghesho nemidoonam vali az in kaaraao harfaa haalam beh ham mikhoreh... yani saboori beh hadde sefr... i have 0 tolerance for this kind of behaviour... I'm grateful that he answered (which is on its own really really really sad that I should be thankful for my right to know... but after ao many guys abandoning me without an explanation it seems like a favour!!!!)

Anyway... I don't know why this happened but it helps me get to know myself and I now know that I have 0 tolerance for stupidity

Khodaya yeh adami je saresh be tanesh biarze jolo raam bezaar... az in adamaye kholo chel khaste shodam!!!

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That emoji says it all...

Can't believe that I'm 31 (almost 32) and I still have to freaking google "why would a guy kiss you on the first date and then never call"...

I hate this feeling... now I know why I never kiss on the first date... the only reason why I did is because I believe in fairy tails which is utterly stupid!!! When will I grow up?

Seriously, this is very disappointing

Tbis ia the guy I used to date when I used to live in this city and we broke up because I was moving away... so I thought now that he has contacted me it means he wants to continue where we'd left off...

Anyway... I'm naive and I'm a fool

I can't believe that guys think it's ok to walk away without an explanation

The truth is that I'm still somwwhat angry at the previous guy and the one before that

Believe it or not I'm not on any dating apps anymore... even though match.com freaking charged me $90 for auto renewal!!! Never wanted to do that... i have realized that online dating is really not for me and I really need to meet people in real life!!!

Can't believe that I have officially given up on love!!! Really really sad...

I think I'd already posted something in this regard a while back and I haven't changed my mind! I remember I cried that day but it's just how it is for now... dont feel like dating these selfish, self. Centred, heartless bastards!!!


Khodaya khodet ye joori az ye jai eshgho too zendegim biaar ❤️

Khaaliam az eshgho khamoosham, haayo hooye taaze mikhaaham