Many years I'd asked for love...

And I was granted my wish... And then I realized what I'd actually wanted was a lost lasting love... Not love...

So how am I doing? Good! I really like the guy I'm dating... He's so nice to me and we get along so well... At least until now... We have to work on our kiss... That's all!

2017 resolution...

to give and accept love ... Just let it flow in and stop stopping it bcz of my fears...


Man aashegh hastam va eshgh dar man jooybaari jaarist...

Needa dump my feelings here...

bazi moghe ha hes mikonam az eshgheh ziaad mikhaam bemiram! Man kheyli mamanamo doos daram ham mananamo ham baabaamo... Vali mamanam kheyli kheylj googoolio mazloomeh... Hamoon eshghi keh adam beh yek nozaad daararo man beh maamaanam daaram...

Digeh daashtam fekr mikardam ke cheghad doos daashtam pool bishtar daashtam... Az inkeh baraayeh ghazaa dastam beh jibam nemireh az dasteh khodam delkhor misham... Shayadam beh doostam hesaadat mikonam keh baa pooleh babash har ja bekhaad mireo hich tavajjohi beh kharjesh nemikoneh

Badesham ehsas mikonam beh andazeh kaafi mojoodeh mofidi nistam... Dobareh yaadam oftaadeh keh cheghad mardomrh badbakht hastano man poolamo sarfeh che chizaai mikonam...

Vaaghean bayad niaaz haamo az khaasteh haam emsaAl joda konamo kamtar kharjeh khaasteh haam konam