Haaleh in rooz haam...

In rooz haa khodaa ro shokr hesso haaleh khoobi daaram... hanooz sooeh tafaahom haaye sareh kaari raf nashodeh vali alaan mifahmam keh tanha raaheh residan be aaraamesh door shodan az aadam haai hast keh aaraameshat ra azat migiran. Bazi moghe haa kaar ziaad misheh ya kollan mibini too kar chiz haayeh jadidi bayad yaad begiri keh behet shayad stress bedan... in haa hameh ok hat va ghesmati az kaar hast... zamaani ozaa kharaab misheh va bayad beh fekreh raaheh chaareh baashi keh manageret, aadami keh baayad hemayatet koneh, beh har dalili toro beh zamin mikoobeh. Nemitooni oon moghe cheshmet ro bebandi va be zendegi mesleh ghabl edaameh bedi. Baayad yeh kaari koni ke oon kar kheyli energyto migireh. Vali vaghti do hafteh az in makhmase biroon biai va oon ham nabaasheh, baa khiaaleh raahat mitooni nafas bekeshi va taa oonja ke mitooni az zendegi lezzat bebari

Man 9 rooz vaght daram keh az zendegi lezzat bebaram ta oon bargarfeh. Vali ta oon moghe mikhaam tasmime asaasi dar moredeh kaaram va shoghlam begiram

Va az hameh in haa keh begzarim, nemitoonam begam keh “bi sabraaneh” montazeresham vali kheyli khoshhalam keh do rooz digeh mibinamesh va too aaghooshesh migiram

Felan vaght baraayeh zogh kardan barayeh aayande nadaaram... oon hanooz beh man dar morede bache javabe mosbat yaa manfi nadaade. Vali man ta vaghti ke beh nazaram vaghtesh basheh behesh forsat midam

Eshgh chist?

Eshgh yek ma’naa nadaarad. Eshgh chiz haayeh ziadi mitavanad baashad va chizi ke baraayeh mardhaa eshgh hast baa aanke baraayeh zan haast, motefaavetast.

Eshgh mitavanad az noeh soozanash baashad, joorikeh vaghti oo raa nabini nafas keshidan baraayat sakht mishavad va vaghti oo hast ehsaas mikoni ke tamaameh donyaa dar dasteh tost va hich ghamo ghossei nemitavaanad daroneh to davaam biaarad, chon eshgh hast. Ta vaghti ke in eshgh beh har dalili paayaan miaabad va donbaaleh manieh jadidi baraayeh eshgh migardi...

Raasti, yaadam baashad keh sareh forsat az eshgh bishtar baraayetaan begooyam vali barayeh alan hamin kaafi ast keh bedaanid keh man holo hosheh 15 baar aashegh shodam, cheghadr khoshbakhtam keh in hameh aashegh shodam, raasti shoma jozveh kodaam gorooh hastid? Aan haa keh yek baar aashgh mishavando bad az aan naabood va dast az aasheghi mikeshand, yaa mesleh man, beh khod dobaarwh ejaazeh midahid keh aashegh shavid? Raasti, in haghighat darad keh man bish az 15 baar ashegh shoddm. Agar aareh, pas chetor bad az etmaameh ravaabet va gozashteh zamaan sad baar khodaa raa shokr kardam keh aan doosti beh jaayi naresid?

Va shayad eshgh beh ma’naayeh aaraameshi amigh dar vojoodast. Asraameshi keh ghadrash ra hessaabi midaani va baa donya nemikhaahi oo ra avaz koni. Shayad dar in eshgh soozeshi nabashad va har dam hesse deltangi nakoni, vali chizi aanjaast keh beh nazar abadist... va midaani keh oo doostat darad va to ham doostash daari.