khodaayaa

baraayeh chi baayad enghad sardio gham too in khoone baasheh?

Baraayeh chi man nemitoonam beheshoon komak konam? Baraayeh chi nemikhaam? Baraayeh chi nemitoonam mehraboon basham? Baraayeh chi nemitoonam baghaleshoon konam?

Che ettefaaghi oftaad ke man enghad sard shodam? Baraayeh chi bayad enghad baa ham bad baashan?

Khodaayaa baraayeh chi nabaayad hamdigaro dark konan? Baraayeh chi man bayad enghad naaraahatie inaaro bebinam?

Man che gonaahi kardam ke bayad har rooz too khooneyeh khodam intor ................. :(

To my beautiful grandparents and two uncles:

I'm sorry that I never got a chance to say goodbye..... But I miss you all dearly....
R.I.P.

And in the end you realize that the only love that you can really rely on (and maybe hope for) is the love that you get from your family. Even thought they might have high expectations of you and all that, the ones that will really care about you is them.

Everyone else is ??????

I'm tired of all the games and all the two faced people and the ones that don't think before they talk because they don't care about the effects of what they say. They are so self centered and selfish and the only thing that matters to them is.... them! Maybe the reason why they do that is because they think you know how to play the game? But what if you don't??

*~ So tired of everyone and everything ~*

Lyrics and more

Friends like us never say good byeThere's no reason we should cryWe've got something you and IThis world can't divideIf you miss me just close your eyesPicture us side by sideUp there like parallel linesAirplanes across the skyHere in the heart of meThat's where you'll always beDeep as the deep blue seaClose as the air I breatheTell me you won't be afraidRemember all the things we saidYou know I'm always hereJust a thought awayWhen you need to be with meJust think real hard we'll be togetherI'll come reaching outAcross that empty sky to feel you near

so i went to this hallween party last night that was hosted by r and a

i was wearing a red dress and had my hair as........ well my hair with no gel nor straightening

i guess i can say i had fun because i like dancing......but........i got no numbers in the end....... and no guys approached me.........except for an old guy........ and a very weird guy that did not know how to dance who in the end didnt even ask for my number

so it makes me wonder......... am i really that bad? or do i just not know how to socialize? it it because of.........?

oh and I saw K.A. you know r's x.gf.

She's really pretty and very very cool............so........ yea remember how i'd told u that i was jealous of her at one point? LOL..........

anyways..........

nothing exciting happened..........