Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

New bf?

I can't believe I haven't told you about this yet.....
It happened so fast .....
I was gonna write about it a few nights ago but I logged on FB again and forgot about it......

So there was this guy that I saw around on the campus everyday at different times of the day and always thought "wow, he's like me, he's here all the time too!"..... he's kinda cute so I had my little crush on him..... and then one day.....when I was sitting in the cafeteria alone trying to study (caz I'd got bored of sitting in the library all day!) he came up to me and said "wow it's amazing how you can concentrate in this noise" ...... and I was like it's fine :) .... then we talked for a few more seconds before he asked me where I'm originally from and he told me that he's from Iran too..... his english is perfect meaning that he speaks with no accent (a major turn on) .....and he has a nice voice :X.......

After talking for about an hour we decided to go back to the library, study, and then I told him I have to go home but he was like lets grab a drink.....and I was like hmm ok.... you know I don't like rejecting opportunities .....specially when I knew that I'd like to know him more... anywaysss..... so we did go for a few drinks and then it got really late and he told me he's gonna bike back home bring the car so he can give me a ride! .... and next day we met up again went out for lunch and then library, then home...... the day after we met up for a few hours then he gave me a ride to my friend's place........on Monday we had our first fight.... everything was great until I told him something silly at the end of the night and he got upset and when I left and txt msged him he didn't reply until yesterday morning!!! so I was soooooo upset and didn't even wanna talk to him again because what he did was so childish. Then we msged each other back and forth and then this morning I saw him..... and he tried to act all nice..... and then I told him that I have the flue (I've had it since Monday) ....told him I have no medicine so he went and got me all this medicine + tea + honey so that I'll get better......

I was happy about the whole thing but I think things are going very fast which is something that I have always been afraid of..... and he's paid for soooo much so far..... including today's med + other things + the lunch we had + the drinks we had...... so when I told my friend she said what if he wants other things from you? and I was like..... hmmmm OMG what if he does..... so I have to have a serious talk w him soon :)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

TUNA!

All of a sudden I'm craving for tuna and I just remembered that I haven't had tuna in a LONG time.......it was one of the only foods that I made for myself when I was here before.... how could I forget????? Must go shopping soon!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Red is really your color.....

Or so he says,
And I say: Go f* urself!

lol...... maybe I shouldn't be so mean....but the freaking guy is hitting on every single person in the room.....and not that I get jealous or anything but I have no respect for someone who does that! If you're trying to really impress a girl, why don't you try going after her for the whole night instead of changing ur mind every few minutes???? I know that's in your nature so whatever, maybe you can all go f* urselves :D.....

Something kinda weird happened last night....I don't really care that it happened but Ahm from my class decided to dance with me..... and we ended up dancing closer that friends do..... actually it wasn't that close but I thought it was closer than it should be....... and that's it...... at the end of the night I pretended like it didn't matter caz he was also doing the same...... maybe he just dances that way with everyone.......but I won't call him a player caz he's way too cute :D..... however, lesson's learned: Know your limit, play within it :D

Now I'm really going to school and doing a whole lotta studying.... or I hope I will.......caz I haven't studied a bit in the whole week!!! :( Wish me luck :)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Comedy Night

Laughing is good for you!

For some reason I always thought that if I ever go to one of these comedy nights I'll end up just staring at the performer and be like "hmmm, am I supposed to laugh?".... but it turns out that they are really funny.... I was laughing for almost the whole 90 minutes of it......it was great......I highly recommend it! :)

Today was a good day.... I got the best compliment of my life....... my friend thought that I was born here in Canada......so I guess I'm more Canadian than I think, eh?;)

Monday, September 12, 2011

Thankful for everything.....

Everytime I want to complain I remember this song:

Ye vaghtayi che khoshhali
Ye vaghtayi delet tange
Yeki harfato mifahme
Yeki engar az sange
Che asoon behtarin mishi
Che asoontar ye bihoode
Chera sardargomi emrooz?
Ta boodeh hamin boode

Vase deltangiaye to yeki ba gerye bidare
Yeki cheshmasho mibande mireo tanhat mizare
Ba inke khasteyi shayad az in donyaye poraz sakhti
Ye ehsasi behet mige che bi andaze khoshbakhti! :)

So apparently RSR is also in a relationship..... hahaha..... I don't believe it.... or even if he is I think he has only changed it probably because the girl has asked him to....so he has so that he can sleep with her or something like that.....

I really really wanna know who she is......but at the same time I'm probably gonna try not to think about it.........it's only the first day of school but life already seems so crazy.... For some reason I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning and something bad happened and then I saw this status and I was so hungry also for the whole day caz I didn't wanna buy food....I donnow why! Anyways.. I'm sure tomorrow will be a much better day...

Thankful ... THANK YOU ....

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Get over it......

Everything happens for a reason......remember that!

Need love to feel strong :)

Hopefully I'll meet / start a crush on someone very soooooooon :X :X

Monday, September 05, 2011

MH is engaged!

He had told me 2 months ago... wish them luck and hope to not run into him before I also fall in love....

The thing about love is that if you're in the world around you disappears but if you're not in love seeing your X would def hurt you!

I'm THANKFUL

It's that time of the month.... :-| been at home all day.......

GOODNIGHT

Tomorrow I'll be going to school :)

Sunday, September 04, 2011

Ahangeh in hafte...


Bi khiaaleh harfaai ke too delam jaa moondeh
Bi khialeh ghalbi ke in hame tanha moondeh
Akhe donyaye to donyaye delaye sangieh
Vaaseh to farghi nadaareh dele man che rangie...

Mesleh tanhayi mimoone ba to hamsafar shodan
Tooyeh shahre asheghi bikhodi darbedar shodan
Haalo roozamo bebin ke nagi tanhaa raft
Ahleh eshgho aasheghi naboodo bi parvaa raft......

Bi khiaaleh harfaai ke too delam jaa moondeh
Bi khialeh ghalbi ke in hame tanha moondeh
Akhe donyaye to donyaye delaye sangieh
Vaaseh to farghi nadaareh dele man che rangie!

Ashkayi ke bi havaa roo gooneh haam mirizeh...
Deli ke az hameyeh khaterehaat labrizeh...
Deli ke mikhad bemoone tani ke bayad bere
Harfi ke too delameh, ammaa nadooni behtare :)

It's back to school time! :)


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