Di ARE O DOUBLE-VE EN EE EN JEE

ASHKEH Man pirhaneto TAR kardeh...

HAMEH JA atre TO pichideh VALI

Del DIGEH GHORBATO BAAVAR KARDEH

Mesleh oon parandeyeh shekasteh baal..deleh man badeh to VIROONEH shodeh

BA TO BIGHAREH o BI TO BIGHARAAREH

Deleh MAN raas raasi DIVOONEH SHODEH

Ki Toro Dooset Daareh Ghadre Yeh Donya?
Ki Mikhaad Baa To Baashe Hatta Too ROYA?

Donbaaleh Jaayeh Paahaateh Rooyeh Shenhaaye Ghashango Khise Darya...

Nagoo Ke ......Raftaneh To MARGEH maneh...

Deleh Man Taaghat Nadaareh Mishkaneh.......

Nagoo Ke Baayad Jodaa Shim... Nagoo Ghesmateh Mano To Raftaneh........

And My Life Has Reached a Point Where.....

Everyone and Everything is out of the picture........

INCLUDING MYSELF!

So........

What was the name of that psychologist again?

:D

NONESENSE!

Is this love?

Do I really love him/her? Well it seems like he/she likes me ......but .. I'm not sure.......we'll see


How many times have you asked yourself these questions?

Well........

I have your answer!

The answer is a definite NO because if it's really true...and there is true love.. you will never question it! NEVER

So stop lying to yourself.....

The feelings you have is something....maybe close to love...but not real love.....and it might be able to bring happiness...but not true happiness! And.....it might last a long time.....but it'll not be unlimited.......

Man Nemifahmam?

Chetori adam mitooneh tabdil beshe be chizi ke az oon hamishe badesh mioomade? Na badesh nemioomadeh...NEFRAT dashteh....
Va vaghti in ettefaagh miofteh chetori mitooneh baa khodesh zendegi koneh?

Man........
Chetory?
Key?
Chejoory?

:-/

ENFEJAAR dar SOKOOT

اي دل ز جا ن گذر كن، تا جا ن جان ببيني
بگذاز اين جهان را ، تا آن جهان ببيني
تا نگذري ز دنيا، هرگز رسي به عقبي؟
آزاد شو از اينجا، تا بي گمان ببيني
گر تو نشان بجوي اي يار اندر اين راه
از خويش بي نشان شو، تا تو نشان ببيني
از چار و پنج بگذر، در شش و هفت منگر
جون از زمين بر آيي، هفت آسمان ببيني

هفت آسمان چو ديدي، در هشتمين فلك شو
پا بر سر مكان نه، تا لامكان ببيني

در لامكان چو ديدي جانهاي نازنينان
بي تن نهاده سرها، در آسمان ببيني

بر بند چشم دعوي، بگشا چشم معني
يكدم ز خود نهان شو، او را نهان ببيني

اي نانهاده گامي، در راه نا مرادي
بي رنج، گنج وحدت، كي رايگان ببيني

هيهاي شمس تبريز، خاموش باش ناطق

تا جان خوشتن را، زان شادمان ببيني

wow

kheyli jaalebeh haa

nemidoonestam ke adam mitooneh yeh rooz dislike someone that was once loved!

interestinggggggg

cheshmaaneh baste

be donbaleh rahi ke az alan

entehayeh tariki ro mishe toosh did

va donbaleh chizi ke

beh dast nayovordanesh ghat'ie

va cheshm entezareh ettefaghi ke

ehtemaaleh oftadanesh mesleh bavareh tolooeh khorshid dar siahieh shabe

(wow what none-sense! but it makes sense to me and that's all that matters)

va be omideh roozi ke

man shaaer beshamo she'raayi begam ke digaran ham manisho befahman! :D

آواي گياه

از شب ريشه سر چشمه گرفتم

و به گرداب آفتاب ريختم

بي پروا بودم دريچه ام را به سنگ گشودم

مغاك چنبش را زيستم

هوشياري ام شب را نشكفت روشني ام روشن نكرد

من ترا زيستم شبتاب دوردست

رها كردم تا ريزش نور شب را بر رفتارم بلغزاند

بيداري ام سر بسته ماند : من خوابگرد راه تماشا بودم

و هميشه كسي از باغ آمد و مرا نوبر وحشت هديه كرد

و هميشه خوشه چيني از راهم گذشت و كنار من خوشه راز از دستش لغزيد

وهميشه من ماندم و تاريك بزرگ من ماندم و همهمه آفتاب

و از سفر آفتاب سرشار از تاريكي نور آمده ام

سايه تر شده ام و سايه وار بر لب روشني ايستاده ام

شب مي شكافد لبخند مي شكفد زمين بيدار مي شود

صبح از سفال آسمان مي تراود و شاخه شبانه انديشه من بر پرتگاه زمان خم مي شود

I'm CONFUSED....

How can something so illogical and unreal EQUAL to the REALITY?

HOW?

Have I been living this life with my eyes closed or what?

I know nothing about politics
I know nothing about the history
I know nothing about life
I know nothing about love
I know nothing about nothing...

But what I do know is that what I just said above (after the first three sentences) do not belong in this "post"....

is this supposed to be funny?

I donnow......as I said before... I know nothing........

but as you can see...all of these nothings have turned into something and I'm sure you can make a conclusion out of this ...right?

(yea ...conclusion: you are insane!)

well whatever.......

as long as you get the point ......

(was there really a point?)

hmmm..I'm gonna go to bed now...GOODNIGHT :D

Shit....This is so damn fascinating!

No I'm not saying that "the shit" is fascinating (eventhough some of you out there might disagree)

I'm talking about something else...

Sorry...I can't put it into words........:-

I just have one thing to say:

"WOW"

:D

Lamseh ENTEHAA

عصر ما عصر بلا عصر لمس انتها

عصر فقدان حقیقت عصر انکار خدا

عصر تشویش و گله عصر پاپوش و تله

عصر افعی عصر گرگ معصیت های بزرگ

عصر خواری عصر ذلت دورهء کوچ عصر هجرت

موسم بی اعتنائی عصر زندان نه رهائی

عصر دفن واژهء عشق عصر تهمت عصر بحران

عصر کشتار خلایق عصر شک به عرف و ایمان

روی امتداد این عصر ما فراموش شده گانیم

نا بجا فرمان بریم و پند و اندرز نستانیم

بطن امتداد این عصر نا خلف از خود رهائیم

جانب ما را که دارد عنصر بی اعتباریم

عصر بی هویت من سر بلندی اراذل

جزوه های تکه پاره قوم رنجیده و غافل

عصر بغض و عصر کینه عصر قداره و سینه

قامت انسان به دار کل سهم ما همینه

روی امتداد این عصر ما فراموش شده گانیم

نا بجا فرمان بریم و پند و اندرز نستانیم

بطن امتداد این عصر نا خلف از خود رهائیم

جانب ما را که دارد عنصر بی اعتباریم

Far Away From........

The Crappiest New Year EVER!

kouche ha tarikan dokoona bastan

khouneha tarikan del haaa shikastan

az seda oftade taro kamonche

morde mibaran

...kouche be ...kouche

:(

emsaal avvalin saalieh keh nemitoonim doreh ham jam beshim..hameh sareh kaaran..hameh dars daaran.......man ke aslan khoone nistam o nemitoonam hatta beh kesi saleh no ro tabrik begam......

it sux big time!!!!

bistomin bahaareh zendegimam intori aaghaaz mishe... o az ghadim goftand SAALI KE NEKOOST AZ BAHAARASH PEIDAST.......

sigh!

az hich be pooch...............

FaldfkadsflhasdflkadfalkshgdagasdlhK

KHODAYA SHOKRET

Chasing after the shadows......

In A Hundred AND TEN different MEANINGFUL wayz!

Stupid BUS

So finally the day comes when I get to see this guy that I really enjoy seeing in the hallways..lol... on the bus!

Anyways........beside the fact that I looked horrible...(well not horrible but not that good either.....)...the stupid bus suddenly stops in a way that I get "throwned" (how the hell do you use the word "throw" in that whatever tense ????)...anyeways yea... i was partabed on the chair that I was going to sit on in a way that I thought was quiet embarresing..........the whole stupid world wants me to failllll.......it enjoys seeing me fail!!!

I surrounder..I GIVE UP......what do u want from me? let go of me ....or take me away from this planet!!!

Ready To C an Explojan?

Welllllll

U don have to wait for too long 'cause my head is this close > . < to exploding.....

aslan hatta nemitoonam fekr konam

faghat mitarsam....hamin....faghat delam shoor mizaneh... hamin

Haalam badeh haalam badeh...Kheyli vaghte delam barayeh gerye lak zadeh... akhe ghalbi ke az ahan bashe engar too habse abadeh

emshab darajeyeh tabam ruye 1300 e ...amma shayad be cheshme to in tab faghat yeh adade

Haalam Badeh HAALAM BADEH

Benefits of Having a Good Friend...LOL

"ye shab ye setareye shans az asemon oftad ro zamin /be man resid porsid 1 milyon dollar mikhay ya 1 doste khob ?man goftam 1 milyon dolar chon toro dashtam "

Another Discovery!

The reality is actually what seems to be so far from being real.......

What you call fake..........the fakeness is the reality..
What you can't imagine doing.........for example dating 123 guys/girls
What you can not believe!... a girl / guy dating 123 diff people at the same time
Where you are so far from......ex. going somewhere else to continue your education..leaving your parents.......
It could be ugly.......ex. making fun of someone who sits in a wheelchair.....or someone who is fat......
or It could be nice.......ex. falling in love

BUT that is the reality and you gotta learn to deal with it cause it aint going away anytime soon!

(sorry if my examples are so ... "childish".......but you get the point.. right?;) )

:-S

some people are dumb because they can't see the DOROONESS in their "friends"! Or maybe they see it and ignore it.....anyhow..... that doesn't change the fact that they're dumb!

:D

tab daaram :( .......aaaaaaa :D

Build a bridge to your mind

Takes me there everytime

Lay it all on the line

If there's a way

Build a bridge, make a path

Overlook the aftermath

Make my tears be your bath

If there's a way

Only if you'll take a ride

Go with me to the other side

Even though it's gonna crumble down

I'll keep building till you come around

Even though it's gonna fall apart, break my heart

I'll keep building 'till i die

Build a bridge of memories

Stretch it out overseas

To the end of the world

If there's a way

Build a bridge made of pain

Send my longing down the drain

Have no reasons to complain

If there's a way

Wait... wait for me....wait... PLEASE wait for me...

Like Seriously...what IS wrong with these people?

hmmm

they are all so very cruelllllllll....
yes...you too.. everyone...I'm not willing to make any exceptions....
don't ask why

I have my own reasons!

I"M SHOCKED!

wow

LOL

people keep asking me about the meaning of LOL

well it means LAUGHING OUT LOUD

but the moment I learned the meaning of that word myself......was the moment that the nemoodaareh zendegim started kajing roo be south! lol

Love is

yaadesh bekheyr bachegia aksayeh in adamse love is ro jam mikardam o shayad hatta yek baaram beh manish fekr nakardam! wow........doone e 20 toman...albateh oon jadidash ke aabieh barragh bood 25 toman bood :D ............aaaaaaaakheyyyyyyy

.......

va kasi nabood

va kasi nadid

va kasi bavar nakard

va hameh boodan

va hameh didan

Vali baaz ham kasi baavar nakard

va dar aakhar

hameh raftand

va hameh khandidand

vali baz ham kasi nadid

shayad chizi barayeh didan nabood

yaa shayad boodo dido baavar nakard

The end of the road........

But you gotta keep walking........

Just because!

you know when you learn that it's finished?

when not even crying makes you calm down.............

when you know that what you really really want is nowhere near......and you don't even know if you will ever get there........and you are not even one bit motivated to continue......

that's when you sing this song:

MAN

Khaali az AATEFE o GHAM

KHAALI az khishio GHORBAT

GIJO MABHOOT BEYNEH BOODANO NABOODAN

Can't go on without your love......

Believe it or not it's true!

So please come forward and introduce yourself because I'm waiting for YOU!

Less than perfect.......

There's always something missing.......

Everything I do is good but NOT good enough......
All that I am is good..but NOT good enough........
The way I see this world is good......but NOT good enough.........
The way I think.......
The way I act.......

EVERYTHING

and they're all

UNFIXABLE

damaged good.....we can give you a 20% discount because of the imperfectness......but it will be a final sale! Is that good or NOT GOOD ENOUGH?

Eghsh

Cheghadr aashegh boodan khoobeh
Cheghadr shirineh
Cheghadr roozaayeh abri ro ghashang mikoneh
Cheghadr khastegieh adamo az beyn mibare
Cheghadr omidvar konandas
Cheghadr adamo porroo mikoneh

Nothing feels better than knowing someone believes in u....even if everyone else has turned their back on u there is no way that someone can take away that smile from your face........you will keep walking......with ur head up.......because nothing else and no one else but that one person matters.....

Love gives power, hope, strength........

If u fall in love that's when u will Dare to DREAM and believe that you have the ability to make them come true because there is someone who will be proud of you after ur done.....and that's all that matters!

kooho mizaram roo doosham

rakhte har jango mipoosham

mojo az darya migiram

shireyeh sango midoosham

miaram maaho too khooneh

migiram bado neshoone

hameyeh khaakeh zamino

mishmoram dooneh be dooneh

donyaaro koolam migiram

roozi sad dafeh mimiram

mikkanam setaareh haaro

joloyeh cheshat migiram

cheshat hormate zamineh

yeh ghashangeh nazanineh

to ageh mikhay nazaram

hichkasi toro bebineh

AGEH cheshmaat began aare
HICHKODOOM kaari nadare

Endeh Khasteh :D

خسته ام ... باور کن ... خسته ام از خواستن ها ، از پرواز باد باد ك ها ، خسته از تقويم كه به من ميگويدروزهايي گذشت" ، خسته از ساعت كه مرا ثانيه به ثانيه بدنبالش میكشاند. خسته از قاصدك كه آرزوهايم را به " سفر" برد از انتظار ... ~ از صندلي خالي كه روبرويم نشسته خسته از كتاب نيمه خوا ند ه ام ، از نوشتن بر كاغذ هاي كاهي . خسته از بي خيالي, خسته از بی تفاوت بودن ها ...~ خسته ازبی جواب ماندن ...~ خسته ام از نبودن ...~ خسته ام ... خسته از هفته اي كه هفت روز دارد ، خسته از روز پاياني هفته ..! خسته ام از شب ها...~ خسته ام ... خسته ام .

آن مه که صورتش ز مقابل نمی‌رود
از دیده گرچه می‌رود از دل نمی‌رود
زور کمند جذبه من بین که ناقه‌اش
بسیار دست و پا زد و محمل نمی‌رود
حاضر کنید توسن او کز سرشک من
ره پر گلست و ناقه درین گل نمی‌رود
طور من آن یگانه نمی‌آورد به یاد
تا با رفیق تو دو سه منزل نمی‌رود
مجنون صفت رمیده ز شهرم دل آنچنان
کش می‌کشند اگر به سلاسل نمی‌رود
تیغ اجل سزاست تن کاهل مرا
کاندر قفای آن بت قاتل نمی‌رود
در بحر عشق محتشم از جان طمع ببر
کاین زورق شکسته به ساحل نمی‌رود

Ewwwwwwwwwwww......

there is an ugly virus inside........me.........and.............i.......need........to......re......for......mat.........my.....self....
and.........this......time........u.......should.........not........let..........me.......down.......load.......y.....a......h...oooooo...
mes...sen.....ger......................................................
f..............u.............*...............K

so............f........*..........c........*.........in...........G............ad.......di.......c..........ted................ ...... ......

a beautiful day like today turned into 7 hours of WASTED time!

and the rest of it is going to be WASTED too..cause i'm going to be mad at myself for the rest of the day........

and tomorrow.........

the same thing WILL happen.....

and I will be disgusted.........

and mad...........

AGAIN..........

for the .....

maybe.........

1000000th time......................

and the same will happen the day after .........