hatta goftaneh kalameye "dard" be nazar naashokri miaad... vali dar vaaghe khastam kami ghoreh alaki bezanam...
Bazi moghe ha kheyli mitarsam... az chizaye alaki... alaki bara khodam bazi oghat moshkel doros mikonam...
Baa inke kheyli kheyli delam mikhaad ke too raabeteyeh khoobo saalem baasham khasteh shodam az processeh online dating... man delam mikhad in ettefagh naturally biofte ke engar nemisheh! Yani ta alan nashodeh... in weekend daram do ta date miram... vali vaghean badaz oon delam mikhad accountamo bebandam...
Vali kollan halate ajibi peida kardam... hamash chesham donbaleh shohareh... va at the same timeaz gameh ham irad migireh... ehsas mikonam hamoon ghadr ke stresse nadashtane kar ravaanim dasht mikard stresse too rabete naboodanam dare behem feshaar Miaareh
Az oon tarafam manageram shodeh ghooze baalaaghooz... yani vaghean nemidoonam ke hekmat chi boode ke man gireh hamchin aadami bioftam... mani ke enghad approval baraam mohemme in manageram aslan 0 hast too noghteye mosbat goftan... harvaght bahash dar morede projeh haam sohbat mikonam ashkam dar miaad... fekr kon saat haa o rooz ha ba hezar shogho zogh roo ye chizi kar kardam bad miad dastesho az oon saanieye avval mizare roo eshtebaahaa... in mano kheyli asabanio narahat mikone o nemidoonam vaghean bayad bahash chi kar konam... az inke hamash fekr mikonam az man disappointed hast asaabam khoord misheh... farghiam nadareh ke chi kar mikonam in stressekhoob nemisbe bara hamin ehsas mikonam bayad khodamo az dastesh nejat bedam agarna be jaayi nemiresam...
Bara hamin hala too in hiro virie "shohar yaabi" in kaar ham ham shodeh ghooze balaghooz ke bayad toosh pishraft konam... vali dar vaghe jalebish ine ke hamishe goftamo baazam migam man careeram baram beandazeye peida kardane rabeteye saalem mohem nist va hichvaght naboode pas cheraa ba inke ino midoonam hamishe raftaram neshoon mide ke man baram kheyli mohemme???? Ino khodamam dark nemikonam!!! Yani harki mano bebine mige in dige tahe darskhoone hadafmande shoghle balataro inaas vali man khaasteye daroonim ye zendegie saade o bi dardesar dar kenare kasi ke doosesh daramo hadaf mand hasto mano doos dareh o vasatesh vel nemikone bere boodamo hastamo khaaham bood... chizi ke kamtar az arezooye be dast nayavordani baram hesab felan nemosheh...
In hameh ketab bekhoono workshop boro aakharam hich :)))) bebin 31 saalegi baa aadam chi mikone... ki fekresho mikard ke man enghad yeh rooz desperate besham... chizi nist ke azash sharm dashte basham be hich vajh... aslan delam mikhad in posto bezaram too facebook... delam mikhaad khodeh vaagheyim baasham... vali in mellat janbeh nadaran
Cheghad harf dashtam... mersi ke khoondin...
Still extremely thankful... and deapite everything I have still a lot of motovation for life itself and for that I am grateful!!!!