Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

khasteh.......

Sometimes I get so tired that I think to myself no matter how bad I want something I can't go on caz my eyes won't allow me to stay awake and my brain won't let me think straight!

so I gotta go to bed ........ NOW

beh omideh fardai roshan

khodaya komakam kon.......midooni vase chi komak mikham....... khastam........

Khodaya shokret

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Baazam ke man delam gerefteh!

cheghad badeh adam delesh begireh o nakhaad ba hich bani bashari dar mioon bezaareh
hoseleh hich kaso nadaram
delam nemikhad ba hichki harf bezanam
omidvaram zoodtar VA IN NIZ BOGZARAD
aslan hoseleh in hameh stresso narahatio afsordegio nadaaram :( ah

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

لحظه ای با من باش، تا که از آن لحظه برویم تا گل
که ببندم از نگاه تو به هر ستاره پل

لحظه ای با من باش، تا که از تو نفسی تازه کنم
تا از آن لحظه با تو، سفر آغاز کنم

سفری تا ته بیشه های سر سبز خیال
تا به دروازه های شهر آرزوهای محال

سفری در خم و پیچ گذر ستاره ها
از میون دشت پر خاطره ترانه ها

لحظه ای با من باش
لحظه ای با من باش

[ آهنگ و موسیقی جدید فارسی در ایران ترانه ]


لحظه ای با من باش تا به باغ چشم تو پنجره ای باز کنم
از تو شعر و قصه و ترانه ای ساز کنم

شعری هم صدای بارون
رنگ سبز جنگل و آبی دریا
قصه ای به رنگ و عطر
قصه های عاشقای دنیا

از یه لحظه تا همیشه
، میشه از تو پر گرفت تا او ج ابر ا
کوچه پس کوچه شهر و
با خیالت پرسه زد تا مرز فردا

لحظه ای با من باش



delam vaghean nemikhad keh az avval be aakharesh fekr konam
delam nemikhad be kheyli chiza fekr konam
ba inkeh mitarsam bayad sa'yeh khodamo bokonam
nemitoonam be khodam ejazeh bedam ke bishtar az in mano ba khodam tanha bezareh
nemidoonam chi bayad fekr konam
hanooz hichi nashodeh

I need to take baby steps...... who knows what'll happen.....

The first thing that came to my mind after I saw his message was "oh sh*t... he's asking me out??" ...... second thing was "calm down .... you kinda like him don't you" ...... third thing was "but I hate being asked out .... I'm not good at this whole dating / going out / getting to know the other person thing..... why can't we just be friends????"........4th thing was " um... shut up"

Sunday, November 07, 2010

LOLLLL

namordimo ishoon ro khoshhal ham didim!!!!

yani vaaghean haaa LOOOOOOOOOOL

migeh "salaam *** joon" fekr konam hatta goft "chetori azizam" .......motmaen nistam.......vali fekr kon oon nice harf bezaneeeeeeeeeeeeh aaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha

mordam az khandeh


anywayzzzzzzzzzz

hameh chi aroomeh :)

Saturday, November 06, 2010

So thankful......

Khodaayaa shokret be khaatereh hameh chi

I had a lot of fun last night........ one of the best nights ever..... I have been happy for a while now...... trying hard to keep the balance......trying really hard....... making almost every decision concsioucly..... thinking about the balance...... because that's the priority..... I know that and I will remember that

I was thinking about someone today........but then stopped myself from thinking about him...... knowing that I should leave him in the past....... concsiously making the decision to not message him......even though he's got a new job and I want to congratulate him........wanting to message him more because for some reason I think he's alone since his best friends aren't talking to him anymore....... and his grandpa passed away.....so I was really genuinely happy about the fact that he's got the new job....... I wonder if he's moving to Toronto? I guess I will find out soon...... not that I care that much........because I don't....... u will never know what I mean.......because you are not me........and you have no idea what I think or how I feel ......so don't judge.......... let me be me....... I like being me....... :)

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Khorshid hamaan khorshid bood.... vali dar zemestan garmaa nadasht

Va che bi sabraaneh kenaareh panjareh istaad..... dar entezaareh tolooeh khorshid.... khorshidi ke pas az toloo dar poshteh abr haa penhaan maand.... khorshidi keh khorshid bood, noor daasht, vali mesleh aftaabeh zemestaan garmaa nadasht......khorshidi ke khorshid bood vali sard bood

Va cheh mazloomaaneh dar poshteh roya ha khod raa ghaayem kard.....va che sabooraneh baaz dar entezaareh garma neshast...... sabooraneh neshast taa abrhaayi ke taa bi entehaayeh aasemoon ahd bar pooshandaneh khorshid basteh boodand kenaar beravand....... harchand baadi nemiaamad......harchand aasemoon ghasd be geryeh nadasht....... vali baaz ham tasmim bar neshast gereft .... chon dar delash yaadeh garmaayi keh tamaameh barf haa raa aab kardeh bood hanooz zende bood va baa inkeh sarmaayeh zemestaan va abr haa neshaani az khorshido garmaa bar jaa nemizaashtand, oo baaz ham montazer maand

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