and at some point in ur life
without u noticing it
you forget about things/people that were once so important to u
the people that u thought about everyday
the people that were missed dearly
the people that you had a lot of feelings for
and the funny / the sad thing is that
you don't know the day when u stopped thinking about them/ stopped loving them
when was it?
I don't remember
all I know is that I was once crazy about him..... we only chated...... I was such a kid....... I mean I didn't know a lot of "stuff" back then.... too innocent......
and I remember liking him a lot..... I remember the day that my heart raced to see him online after so long.... it was so exciting.......
but now...... now that I look at his pix and think about him........ I have absoloutely no feelings for him whatsoever....... like 0%!
and it makes me wonder if it's true that you can someday forget about the ones that you'd once LOVED?
and I think the answer is yes...... only if you find a greater love..... if you give yourself a chance to find a greater love....... you will be able to fall in love again...... completely!
and time helps too!
:)
(written by an absoloutely inexperienced person!) :D
p.s. I saw HIS pix with HER today..... (I wonder if I should start calling her HER?) ........ anyways..... I've always liked HER and thought that they'd make a wonderful match! but are they just "Friends"? hmmmm.... they seem like a perfect match.......
AND I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY
no matter how many times I tell myself that he's not right for me...... he's just TOO MUCH....... or maybe not....... I haven't even seen him in person........
1 day I like him......... the next day I laugh at myself for thinking that I like him......... it's so weird...... I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM......GODDDDDD...........
I JUST CAN'T GET YOU OUTTA MY HEAD BOY YOUR LOVE IS
ALL I THINK ABOUT
and trust me...... I DON'T want it to be this way.......I'd rather think about other things...... like I honestly don't care...... but other things in my life seem to be so stresful that my mind just distracts itself by thinking about HIM.......
ew ew ew ......I'm beginning to DISLIKE myself for this........ it's just so childish and unfair....... I want better things for myself ...... I truely do........ it just sounds so bad even when I tell others..... they're like "ok hon....... ur like 21 and still in love with some dude that u haven't even met? what is wrong with u? no seriously, WHAT IS wrong with you?"
I WANT ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON
GOD HELP ME BE A BETTER PERSON
PLZ GOD HELP ME BE A BETTER PERSON