The extreme of two worlds....

When I'm around him and he's nice I feel like I'm walking on the clouds..... When he gets mad and quiet I can't stop crying... I love and hate these feelings..... why can't it be balanced out somehow? Life's too complicated Let's see if I remember...... I was happy on Friday, Saturday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, Thursday Indifferent and then mad on Sunday, Monday, Friday, and Saturday (Today) I'm only here for 1.5 more monthes and then who knows what's going to happen.... I'm so confused..... everytime I think about it I start crying..... does it mean that I'm not ever going to see him again after that? It's that time of the month too so I'm extra emotional..... I'm just going to put on some music and clean my room.....