Ey kaash

 I thought it may be good for me to write down the things that I wish he did differently then maybe I could find a solution 

Nov 10: ey kaash yekam mehraboontar ba man va hameh barkhord mikard. Aslan fekr mikonam ageh mehraboontar bood hameh moshkelatemoon hal mishod. Vali ageh tavanaayisho nadashte basheh chi? Ghablana fekr mikardam ageh baa digaran mehraboon nist hadde aghal ba man hast vali digeh intor fekr nemikonam. Mitoonam begam keh 100% doosam dareh vali mehraboon nist