Death...

Last night was one of the worst nights of my life... I was so stressed out that I couldn't sleep... I hope tonight will not be the same... I was so stressed that my heart was in pain when I woke up at 4 am and could not fall back into sleep... it's funny because you'd think attending these workshops and positive thinking would help in a situation like this... but no... felt as dead and numb as someone whi's veen run over by s truck... I hope to never experience this feeling again but that's what I said last time...

Thank you god for everything ❤️